exhausta

Hoy descubrí que me puedo quedar dormida en un silón con gente desconocida alrededor

what if

En los ultimos 3 ños he entrado & salido de relaciones desgastantes sin darme tiempo para estar conmigo misma, la última vez que intenté estar sola por unos meses... guillermo ,xavier, álvaro, luis & julio sucedieron ,& fue un hábito dificil de quitar.

ya lo demás se lo dejo al tiempo, a la razón y a la coherencia, lo único que busco ahora es la salud mental dejar de reemplazar a las personas & dejarme de tanta locura & pendejada

procesos

Eso fue lo que me dijo mi amigo mendez el día jueves, que la vida esta formada por etapas & proceso

bottom line

But i just want to fix myself
Just to break again...

conciliando un balance para alcanzar la coherencia & estabilidad

simplemente encontrar algo que me haga reir [es lo único que necesito]

we'll get there

por fin te vi anoche, te veias perfecto, aún con tu actitud inmadura, te veias hermosamente perfecto.-

[al menos ya podemos estar en un mismo lugar sin que tengas que salir corriendo, sabrá Dios cuándo nos encontremos de nuevo]

sexiest man (not) alive!

Forward yesterday -- Makes me wanna stay.
What they said was real -- Makes me wanna steal.
Livin' under house -- Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse.
All's I gots is time -- Got no meaning, just a rhyme.

Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand -- Cause it likes to heal...I like to steal..
I'm half the man I used to be
(This I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray).
Well, I'm half the man I used to be

Feelin' uninspired -- Think I'll start a fire.
Everybody run -- Bobby's got a gun.
Think you're kinda neat -- Then she tells me I'm a creep.
Friends don't mean a thing -- Guess I'll leave it up to me

2 days noticed

de vuelta a la inocencia, a la manifestación de amor, de fé, de encontrarme alrededor de personas que me aman de vuelta, despertar sin ansiedad.. despertar... ver como los rayos de luz atacan mi ventana, iluminan mi recámara, me envuelvo entre los edredones blancos de mi habitación & le regalo un pequeñita sonrisa la aurora, como si nos guardáramos un secreto.

the nothing song

esta canción la escuché el día que pasé una noche en un hotel en el df cuando descrubrí que julio tenía un free con una callejera, a unos días antes de que Sigur ros se presentara en tepoztlán morelos,( julio decía que era canción para drogos, yo digo que es arte, él jamás entendió mi música)

Life in popurri

Esto es lo que sé: mi mente siempre ha funcionado de maneras misteriosas que a veces ni yo misma entiendo y esas formas me hacen actuar, 2 de cada 3 veces actuo por impulso emocional y 1 de cada ellas resulta en un total desastre.

Mi vida es un popurri de emociones, si, como una montaña rusa de la que aún no me puedo bajar, pero que sigo disfrutando una y otra vez puesto que los días en que me torno gris, apática, ausente del mundo, cómo si sólo fuera una persona más ,son demasiado incomodos, incluso para mi.

así que lo prefiero asi , mi vida es un popurri.

chilling

i'll hav to say
You were the sex dream of my magazine,
you blew my mind like no one of the human kind.
You were the only one I could ever speak,
this secret language between us in the sheets.

You made my mind and body so high,
you turned this wild child into a lady by night.
And when I met you long ago, I was so alone,
my heart was beating so fast I had to write this song, and it goes.

You make me feel so beautiful,
Its like the sun is always shining when you are in control.
You are my mister mystery and
Theres no way I can explain the way you make me feel.

Late night loving on your floor,
Im feeling wobbly at the knees who thought that would be me.
You lift me up to where I want to be, you make everything so clear I can finally see...

You are, the one that I always think about.
My first love that I made this song about.
You know me well and you always make me feel,
like Im the one and I know your love is real.

I loves¡d it when you whisper in my ear,
you say the sweetest things that I wanted to hear.
I never thought I would feel this way,
and when I leave you in the morning I think of you all day.

I feel so peaceful after we made love,
I lay into forever just like the sweetest drug.
And the whole world around us stops and stares,
it feels so good to fall asleep knowing that you are there.. c!mon!

You made me feel so beautiful,
Its like the sun is always shining when you are in .
You are my mister mystery and
Theres no way I can explain the way you make me feel.

And when you left me out this day,
I thought you will come back anyways...
you dont, you dont, you dont... but thats ok.

I aint gonna fall, I gotta get up and roll, thats the way you want it... and I wont help it.
I off to search a new lover,
with my chance I might find better..
I can picture you alone and bitter and with the time.. You'll have to say:
Damn I wonder why I broke up with that cool chick,
now Im wasting all my time looking for girls to meet.

The flaming lips

I know a girl who thinks of ghosts
Shell make ya breakfast
Shell make ya toast
She dont use butter
She dont use cheese
She dont use jelly
Or any of these
She uses vaseline
Vaseline
Vaseline

I know a guy who goes to shows
When hes at home and he blows his nose
He dont use tissues or his sleeve
He dont use napkins or any of these
He uses magazines
Magazines


I know a girl who reminds me of cher
(reminds me of cher)
Shes always changing
(shes always changing)
The color of her hair
(color of her hair)
She dont use nothing
That ya buy at the store
She likes her hair to be real orange
She uses tangerines
Tangerines